Sunday, November 25, 2007

A clock work orange

There is a theory out there that everyone will tend to do good any given situation. A human will choose the right thing to do when given a task. Or something like that.

But what about those moral gray areas? Like when you trick your younger brother into drinking his own pee. IS that evil? Or when you want the last m&m in the bag your sharing with your friend. Do you eat it or not? What is evil and what is good.

I guess evil people are really evil, what ever that means. I think we all have a little evil in us. A little part of us that will lash out and scar someone emotionaly for life.

Who could be considered an evil person? Is it that bitch who started a rumor? Is it that kid you thought was gay and ended up hiting you when you asked? Is it that boy that just wanted to fuck? Is it your mom? Is it Adof Hitler?

I think an evil person is a person who acts like the majority. Who adopts the belifes of another because they can not make a decision on their own. One who follows blindly and makes no real judgements. One who has no idea who they are. Sounds like every teenager. And teenagers are evil but they do grow out of it.

Friday, November 9, 2007

Yeah, life is sketchy. It your ancestors fault

With knowlege does come suffering. In so many ways. My Dads side of the family is evil and plot their revenge according to their infamous knowledge, but i know that i, at 16, am more wise than my grandmother on my fathers side. I am more wise because i dont let little bits of information slip to my 10 year old grand daughter to make her think she is less part of the family than any of the other cousins. Those crazy fuckers are so tightly knit, the family is all that is important to them, and its because no one will put up with their bullshit.

Well all i can say is that i can understand a small portion of having a messed up family because my family is not all peaches and cream. My family is all midevil and shit.

love is like a heartattack

I tell so many of people i love them. I tell my boyfriend, my best friend, my momma, i tell almost everyone i know that i love them. I get along with everyone i meet and i love them. If i don't love someone i don't associate myself with them. Or i am i just bitter to them.

Love seems like the words that everyone wants to hear come out of another persons mouth, talking about them. Love gives someone purpose in life. If you have someone to love you atomaticaly have something to do or something to think about. Love is complex because everyone loves differently. Love causes different emotions for everybody and the individual uses those emotions to make crazy decisions. When your love is taken away from you, you may feel like there is no purpose in your life anymore. But its just a mind set your mind puts you in, nobody can escape the I have no life feeling but it should not last long. I belive it is unhealthy to get to attached to anything, but you can still love without getting to attached.

God i love the flaming lips, and its all because of my love.