The conundrum of High School.

The more I start to pay attention to my life the more i see it slipping away, particularly durring the school year. When I sit down in a class i am in one of two moods. Im eigther tring to learn, trying to pay attention, trying to take notes, or counting down the minutes untill i can be somewhere else. To me i measure my highschool carrer classroom to classroom, progress report to progress report. The thing is, i really dont care about my classes, i only care about my grade and how it will help my future. The rest of my life is such a mystery to me that i just take the recquired classes and dont ask questions about taking them. I measure out high school class to class because im hoping one day all these classes are going to be useful in the future. So far, these things, the history classes, the chemestry, the math, it hasnt come in handy. So if im learning all of these things for my future, when is the future going to happen?

Buddah

What is up with that glimmering gold statue of that obese guy with huge earlobes in those crazy chinese restraunts? That crazy dudes name is Buddah and there is a reason he is always smiling gayly at you. He is a symbol to Buddhists like Jesus is to christians.

Buddah is the all knowing enlighted one. In following the four noble truths and the eight fold path he has reached Nirvana. Nirvana is a state that is free from any mind-contaminants such as lust, anger or craving; a state of perfect peace. For Buddhists the goal in life is to become Buddah, for you see, Buddah is not actually a person, he is a goal. He is nirvana, he is enlightenment, he is happyness, and he is fat. That facinates me that the Buddhist have an Avitar for the one thing they are living for, happyness, enlightenment, and truth.

Light Night, Early Morning

Riff Raff	It's astounding Time is fleeting Madness takes its toll But listen closely
Magenta	Not for very much longer
Riff Raff	I've got to keep control I remember doing the Time Warp Drinking those moments when The blackness would hit me
Riff and Magenta	And the void would be calling
Chorus	Let's do the Time Warp again Let's do the Time Warp again
Criminologist	It's just a jump to the left
Chorus	And then a step to the right
Criminologist	With your hands on your hips
Chorus	You bring your knees in tight But it's the pelvic thrust That really drives you insane Let's do the Time Warp again Let's do the Time Warp again
	“Music should be something that makes you gotta move, inside or outside” -Elvis Presley My favorite thing in the world to do is get dressed up and go to Rocky Horror. Its the late night, early morning picture show! I think im pretty durn lucky because my parents let me go to the midnight show with my friends. The only thing they say to me is "Your going to work tomorro. Get home before four." Then i tell them i love them and grab my toast and run away. While im out I get to meet crazy transvestites and totaly freak out in the back row singing the campy songs that i know all the words to. The show makes me feel like im escaping from the uptight people and their retarded expectations of me. My Elvis quote is supposed to represent my obsession that I have with him. Not only that but this quote describes how music is supposed to make you feel in my oppinion. I think that music should make you want to dance or else why would you want to listen to it. Music is supposed to make you happy.