The conundrum of High School.

The more I start to pay attention to my life the more i see it slipping away, particularly durring the school year. When I sit down in a class i am in one of two moods. Im eigther tring to learn, trying to pay attention, trying to take notes, or counting down the minutes untill i can be somewhere else. To me i measure my highschool carrer classroom to classroom, progress report to progress report. The thing is, i really dont care about my classes, i only care about my grade and how it will help my future. The rest of my life is such a mystery to me that i just take the recquired classes and dont ask questions about taking them. I measure out high school class to class because im hoping one day all these classes are going to be useful in the future. So far, these things, the history classes, the chemestry, the math, it hasnt come in handy. So if im learning all of these things for my future, when is the future going to happen?